As we drove over 46 this morning, my mind was meandering about.....
Since I'm sidelined for the run and am now going to do the ride around Lake Tahoe I had the idea that it would be fun to do a family vacation up there. Go up on Wed do a little riding to acclimatize and relax. Clay and family and gramma too. Rent a house. I thought I wonder if Billy still has his house up there and that got me to thinking about the time Judd & I stayed at his place.
We went there for our anniversary our 3 yr one (or 13 depending). I had just informed him that I was pregnant before we left. Unfortunately our relaxing trip turned out to be anything but. We ended up spending several hours in the ER at Truckee Hospital.
Weird to think that this April if things had not happened as they did we would have a 5 year old! I wonder if it would have been a he or a she, what its personality would be like, what would it have looked like? Very strange. i still cry a bit on our anniversary (yes it happened on the DAY of our anniversary) for our lost baby.
I guess in the end it all worked out 'cause I wouldn't trade my boys for anything (although the thought has crossed my mind on a few occasions to be honest). So I suppose it probably would be better if we find somewhere else to stay because I just don't think I could stand to be there with those memories still in my head.
Anyway that was a bit of a downer post eh? Must be this stinkin allergy medicine.
and remember - GO VOTE!
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Sometimes sharing our pain is a little helpful. I take great comfort in knowing one day you will know this little one and he or she
may already know you! I look forward to meeting the one I lost, too. We'll all have one grand reunion. Now that will be a celebration!!!!
Awww Jeanna! I am so sorry. I just wanna give you some hugs. I am so sorry.
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Awww J...many hugs. Thinking of you. xoxo, K
PS., on a good note..I voted! xo
Hugs to you! I'm sorry that happened. On your anniversary no less!
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